There are always moments when you wanna kill the one you love. Not literally, just, you know, choke them out a little or ship them away so you don't have to see them till they make their way back from Timbucktoo. This is how I felt about my bf for the last little while. See, things have been very stressful. A week before I was supposed to go on a vacation with Paul and my family, he started having some trouble at work. We drove down to Winnipeg only to have to turn around and drive all the way back to talk to HR and THEN drive right back again!!
in the end he decided to leave the company. So, needless to say this was a fruit basket upset. What were we gonna do? There is clearly no reason to stay in the 'flon if Paul wouldn't be working there and with both of us not having jobs, how were we supposed to pay bills, moving expenses and pay for our vacation?
I begged him, even my parents begged him to come along with us on the trip. They figured it would be good for him to get his mind off things but . . . he decided not to and so we went.
Of course, now Paul has a much better job (it only took two weeks before he was snapped up by another company). It pays more and will give him more challenges in order to make himself a more experienced geologist. So everything seems to be working for the best but . . . there were some moments I didn't think we were gonna make it through.
They say what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger,
Yours forever on the net, -TiNA